Luverpigs

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She's got God by Luverpigs, literature

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She's got God

i am young but iam not free why does this keep happening to me the more tears i cry the more i try to hide behind these walls that i have built myself the pain of the past i was sure it wouldnt last confident it would go away knowing that it wouldnt stay the more i try to hide, the you force yourself inside but i was wrong i keep going over the same things blaming myself for all that had happened knowing i could have done something i tried to shut everyone out but no matter how hard i try i never could hide the turmoil inside from you i grew so much as a person became a Christian straight through to my heart but

Shattered by Luverpigs, literature

I Have No Title by Luverpigs, literature

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I Have No Title

Prologue Mina looked into the mirror hanging on her closet door. Her thin, toned, torso was hugged by a black corset. A black long sleeved crop jacket hung around her shoulders. Her long, muscular legs where clad in tight black jeans with buckles down both sides, and had a slight flare at the bottom. As always her straight black hair hung down to her waist. Around her neck was a thin silver thread that carried the weight of a small cross. The necklace twinkled in the light as Mina ran down stairs; hair flying over her shoulder, as usual. Mina's Aunt CarrieAnn stood at the sink rinsing off the plates of her six small children. As Mina race

What then by Luverpigs, literature

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The Holocaust by Luverpigs, literature

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The Holocaust

Young, old, in between children, crippled, sick, seniors all dead but a river runs where no light shines hungrey stomachs, never satisfied numbers called, those are dead starved bodies, burned in a shed no shoes, and sockless feet young girls, soft retreat more and more die young Nazi soldiers, never done tortured unfeeling eyes sleeping nights, bright mourning nights yet hope was never lost in the Holocaust

Let Go by Luverpigs, literature

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the night will be clear by Luverpigs, literature

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the night will be clear

calm my child, sleep tonight say your prayers and wish you see the mourning light let your tired mind rest tomarrow your sure to be put to the test close your sleepy eyes forget all their lies trust in me, my child i know your scars are not mild but i promise, i will protect you i willl do what i must do to watch over you till tomarrows first sign with me, you do not wait in line so do not fear the night will be clear

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The tears that tear you down by Luverpigs, literature

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The tears that tear you down

i see her tears i watch them fall i watch them tear her down always, i wonder if they cannot see see the scars that i see the wounds that will never heal the wounds that they have ripped in her she tears herself down and still they wonder why why she doesn't close her eyes to sleep at night stripping her of her right to laugh giving her the right to cry how she must feel if she still can i know not how for i lost the memory so long ago yet, i still force the smile to my lips in her precence to make everything right but this is a fatal attempt at something that will never be i see her tears i watch them fall i feel them

Emotion by Luverpigs, literature

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Emotion

slowly, they fall leaving trails of liquid pain the pain that powers them is no more phiscal than our relationships but thispain is far worse it rips at your heart untill it tears you apart leaving you stripped of all strength you become cold and harsh unfeeling, because of this pain you shut yourself down behind the walls you've built you let no one in, not even the ones who mean the most all because of one eventyou become scared of what, you don't really know but the problems keep eating at you tearing at your flesh and ripping at your bones the fear of this pain kills you yet, you don't even know it's there, untill...

In Loving Memory by Luverpigs, literature

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In Loving Memory

God looked around his garden and he found an empty place. He looked upon this earth and saw your tired face. God's garden must be beautiful. He knew that you were suffering, He knew that you were in pain. He knew that you would would never get well on this earth again. So He closed your weary eyelids an dwhispered "Peace be Thine." He then took you up to Heaven with hands so gentle and so kind. It broke our hearts to lose you, but you did not go alone. For part of us went with you the day God called you home. By:??????

Hurting Me by Luverpigs, literature

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Hurting Me

hurt me, you cant your fist may land hard and accurate but you cant hurt me like that your words may be harsh and always against me but you cant hurt me the things you do may rip others apart but they will never hurt me there is only one person who can he isnt muscular nor is he smart but he needs niether muscle nor wits to hurt me he employs my mind my feelings and my cares he knows i need his promises to be real so he breaks them he knows his fists hurt the most so he brings them down he knows i need his love so he denies it there is nothing else in this world that can hurt me more than he can including you

My Record by Luverpigs, literature

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My Record

i've heard it all before i've seen her tears and felt his anger over and over like a broken record a never ending sene in a movie portraying hate and lies who is there for me to run to certainly not them they will never hear me they will never see my tears or feel my anger because they will never try his lies echo through the halls bouncing off the smoth wood she yells back at him and it brings me to tears love they've never shed for me tears they've never cried for me take up my life it will never stop my pain is everlasting the tears i cry at night soak into my pillow but never into their hearts they're killing me

Krista by Luverpigs, literature

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Krista

she is hard on me yet gentle and kind she can dry my tears when no one else can she knows all my secrets and everything i hold deep inside she brings a smile back to my face when it seems ill only cry i'd give my life for hers anyday, at any time she shares my fears and i share hers she doesnt know my past and i dont know hers that doesnt matter she's still my BEST FRIEND!

My Demons Within by Luverpigs, literature

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My Demons Within

they sit here staring at me watching me write not reading my words they ask simple questins then talk amongst themselves in whispered tones, when i do not answer they are getting angry now because i will not open my mouth their black lips strech across red-stained fangs in a cruel grin their black eyes light with fire they scream, unheard by everyone but me a high pitched scream that echos through the room a painful screech; nails on chalk boards the screams bring tears to my eyes they throw themselves at me claws rip at my eyes sharp teeth sink into my soft flesh they force me to stare into their burning eyes night after

The Way She Makes Me Think by Luverpigs, literature

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The Way She Makes Me Think

the tempers rise as do our voices and a fight begins later i sit alone beside her grave my tears fertilizing the ground i sit on for the billionth time my thoughts slowly turn from him to her and i think about how different my life would be if she had lived. would i be the same person i am today? or would i be the person that i hate? would i become weak by loving her? i cant help but see a resemblance between him and me and i wonder would my tears become her own? or would she die later on and break my heart even more than she did? would i be able to provide for her? would i be able to protect her and give

The Blind Men and the Elephant by Luverpigs, literature

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The Blind Men and the Elephant

it was six men of indostan to learning much inclined who went to see the elephant (though all of them were blind) that each by observation might satisfy his mind the first approuched the elephant and happening to fall against his broad and sturdy side at once began to bawl: "God bless me! but the elephant is very like a wall" the second feeling of the tusk cried: "ho! what have we here so very round and smooth and sharp? to me 'tis mighty clear this wonder of an elephant is very like a spear!" the third approuched the animal and happening to take the squirming trunk within his hands thus he boldly up and spake: "i see"

Living Without Him by Luverpigs, literature

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Living Without Him

why do i constantly think about him? i hate him, right? if i hate him so much why do i miss him? whats wrong with me, why cant i let go, whats wrong with me? whats missing from my life? he nearly killed me more than once and he threaten to do it again but this time she left him she finally did something for me, for once and now i dont kno what to do anymore i cant eat without getting worried about where my next meal will come from. i cant sleep without being scared to close my eyes i cant turn around without being so scared he'll be there why cant i just be happy that hes gonr like any normal person? why do i have to b

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SPORK SONG by Goopygoo, literature

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SPORK SONG

SPORK SONG (Sing to the tune of 'I Will Survive' by Gloria Gaynor) First I was hungry, I was very starved. Mad that other people were livin' large. I spent so many meals, Using only spoons and forks, Made me a dork, So now I use a spork! It's a spork! Sporkie spork! It's the unholy combination Of a spoon and fork Should have left other's behind You know that you rule You know you rock You know you're very cool! I can eat cheese! You beat the rest! I can eat soup! Cause you are the best Aren't you the one utensil to rule them all? Your power's amazing It can make one lie down and bawl! Oh ya! Yes I! You are so fly! Fo

please tell me by the-unknown-goddess, literature

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please tell me

tell me its ok and that im going to survive and that youll be there to hold my hand tell me its ok that its ok to cry and to let you no that i cant do this, only with you at my side tell me its ok tell me that wen i become weak that you are going to carry me and that youll never drop me tell me its ok and that i am loved not only by you but by everyone tell me its ok that i dont deserve this and that my time to be happy is yet to come tell me its ok just tell me wut i want to hear and that youll always be here to do so. thats it thats the only thing that i am asking for.

Eyes of an Angel by UnfallenSoldier777, literature

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Eyes of an Angel

Those eyes, they could make angels do rong, make a king cheat on his beloved, she controls everything it seems, she could saduce the Devil him self, her eyes make me want to kiss her, they make me want to just have fun, just go all out and live, live this day with her alone, they make me want to hold her, and never let go, wish she was here, those eyes of an Angel, they belong to the one I love, and that is how it will always be.

About Luverpigs

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Deviant for 18 years
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Current Residence: united states
Favourite genre of music: Heavy Metal Rock
Favourite photographer: none
Favourite style of art: anime
Operating System: none
MP3 player of choice: none
Shell of choice: none
Wallpaper of choice: solid black or black paint
Skin of choice: doesn't matter
Favourite cartoon character: tweety bird
Personal Quote: luv ya bye

Favourite Visual Artist

my friend Krista(INUawesome121)/my friend cheyanna (Cynful31)

Favourite Movies

Hannibal Lecter

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Greenday/blue october

Favourite Writers

My friend Cheyanna(Cynful31)

Favourite Games

volly ball

Favourite Gaming Platform

none

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Other Interests

volley ball, football(Raiders Rock), Friends, talking on the internet

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Luverpigs

Dec 27, 2007

Christmas Quiz

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1. Wrapping paper or gift bags? Wrapping Paper 2. Real tree or artificial? Real..puh-leeze 3. When do you put up the tree? whenever i put it up 4. When do you take the tree down? January 5. Do you like eggnog? ewww 6. Favorite gift received as a child? kareoke machine (i cant spell) 7. Do you have a nativity scene? sumtimes 8. Hardest person to buy for? my mom 9. Easiest person to buy for? Krista 10. Worst Christmas gift you ever received? 11. Mail or email Christmas cards? niether 12. Favorite Christmas Movie? rudolph the red nosed reindeer 13. When do you start shopping for Christmas? when i get my b-day money 14. Have you ever

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Luverpigs

Nov 21, 2007

Devious Journal Entry

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British [x] You drink a lot of tea. [] You know what a brolly is. [] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life. [] You wanted Ben to win X Factor. [] You use the word "bugger"or the phrase "bloody hell." [] Fish and Chips are yummy. [] You can eat a Full English Breakfast. [] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs. [] Its football...not soccer. Total: 1 Australian [x] You wear flip flops all year. [] You call flipflops thongs not flip flops. [] You love a backyard barbie. [] You know a barbie is not a doll. [x] You love the beach. [] Sometimes you swear without realizing. [] You're a sports fanatic. [] You are

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Luverpigs

Nov 21, 2007

Devious Journal Entry

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TECHNOLOGY Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer? A. A pig Q. Most visited website? A. yahoo Q. How many televisions are in your house? A. 3 Q. What kind of cell phone do you have? A. kyocera Q. How many songs on your mp3? A. 100 BIOLOGY Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed? A. Right-handed. Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body? A. blood, nails, bone fragents, glass, slivers of wood, etc. Q. When was the last time you had a cavity? A. I have one now Q. What is the last heavy item you lifted? A . box for angel food at church Q. Have you ever been knocked unconscious? A. Multiple times RANDOMOLOGY Q